not good enough

have you ever felt,
like everything was beyond your reach?
like all they long you do is dream,
these magical utopic dreams you never will achieve?
and no matter how hard you try, they remain as far away?

have always felt this way.
most of the time i put these feelings at the back of my head,
but once in a while,
it confronts me upfront.
once in a while, like today.

do you ever feel,
like you're not good enough?
an urge to end this status quo, but to no avail?
and at the end of it all, after trying so hard,
you're so tired you feel like giving up?

well for me it's
one of these days, today.