ever so often, i feel how one would feel,

when you get tired of giving yourself 'one more tries'.
when, time and again, you fall short of others' or your personal expectations.
when you feel foolish to have even attempted in the first place.
when you subconsciously begin to hunt for a place where you can cower and hide.

to you it may be insignificant. to me it's about everything. cos it happens. all the time.