dreams

and so, the promos have come and gone- actually i shouldn't be entitled to say that yet, since biology is a cursed subject and therefore while everyone has finished their papers, we sad followers of Mendel and Watson&Crick still have to sit for one paper on Monday. but still, the worst is over! yay(:
and because i don't see the point-just like i don't see the point in frantically checking answers with the rest immediately after the papers when there's nothing you can do about it and if you realise you'd made mistakes you're basically just screwing your own mood up-i shall not talk about promos(:
so, i went out yesterday! for the first time in goodnessknowshowlong. out as in shopping-have-fun out, not need-to-get-this-done-quick-and-go-home-to-mug out. i'm not intending to give bio up, it's just that the prospect of having the weekend ahead to prepare was too too tempting and because i'd been cooped up for so darn long, just needed to take a break..
little miss sunshine was a good show-and everyone should watch it! yepyep. both in terms of acting and storyline..i thought abigail breslin was so cute! hmm can't remember when was the last time i watched such a meaningful movie. i really liked the message embedded behind all that wit, about going all out to achieve your dreams, no matter how ambitious they may sound, how faraway they may be. which brings to mind this, that i wrote today while taking a break from the cells...

或许现在还看不见
但若不懈迈进，持之以恒，
七色彩虹，广阔草原，蔚蓝的天空
终究会出现。
不要慌张，不要害怕
小心翼翼
一步一步
便会走到。
人生是无止境的，漫长的
但
漆黑的道路，会越走越亮；
梦离现实，将越来越近。

i miss writing. but my chinese is like how pokai now haven't written a word of chinese for i don't know how long. which is saddening cos i used to enjoy writing. a little. but now.. quite disappointed about the lack of sincerity in the little excerpt i wrote today. just.. something missing. i remembered when i went back to rgs during teachers day just one month ago, met tanglaoshi and talked for a bit. and she asked if i was still writing.. she told me that i shouldn't give up on writing! hmm. i guess for me, writing was more of a way to seek solace, and to reflect. ahwell. now that i have the time, i will(:
okay i promised myself not to sleep too late tonight. so i'm off!