i hate promos
in the past 24 hours, i have:
1.had a nightmare
2.woke up in sweat
3.ran
4.thought about what i wanna do after promos
5."happy birthday james"
6.attempted to study
7.panicked
8.panicked even more
9.thought about this year thus far
10.cried
11.talked to mom
12.starved
13.ate
okay i think as it goes on the items on the list becomes more irrelevant. but basically i didn't really study today. which is a good thing i guess.
actually i think im not so much stressed but more.. uh okay correct that I AM STRESSED (verymuch in fact), but it's also because my stamina's stretched to its max. like i was wondering to myself today, when was the last time i watched a tv show? when was the last time i read a book for leisure? this is not to say that i started mugging way early before everyone (hell no haha), but that time was spent satisfying other commitments. seems like 2006 has been a really busy year. all the way it had been and it's not gonna stop, not even after the promos. sometimes i like it that life is busy and purposeful. but then sometimes i wonder if there's really a purpose to all these. and lately, i have been wanting and yearning to go back to how life was like before all these. but i don't know when that would be.
on another note. i have convinced myself that the medicine i was given by the doctor came with some wide side effects upon consumption which probably included memory loss that's why i forgot so many things that i have revised/memorised ever since i started taking them. which was what caused me to panic. and they probably also induced my 5 nightmares in a row too.
anyhow. it's a few hours before promos. so good luck to everybody. brace yourselves and hang in there it's gonna be over soon!
1.had a nightmare
2.woke up in sweat
3.ran
4.thought about what i wanna do after promos
5."happy birthday james"
6.attempted to study
7.panicked
8.panicked even more
9.thought about this year thus far
10.cried
11.talked to mom
12.starved
13.ate
okay i think as it goes on the items on the list becomes more irrelevant. but basically i didn't really study today. which is a good thing i guess.
actually i think im not so much stressed but more.. uh okay correct that I AM STRESSED (verymuch in fact), but it's also because my stamina's stretched to its max. like i was wondering to myself today, when was the last time i watched a tv show? when was the last time i read a book for leisure? this is not to say that i started mugging way early before everyone (hell no haha), but that time was spent satisfying other commitments. seems like 2006 has been a really busy year. all the way it had been and it's not gonna stop, not even after the promos. sometimes i like it that life is busy and purposeful. but then sometimes i wonder if there's really a purpose to all these. and lately, i have been wanting and yearning to go back to how life was like before all these. but i don't know when that would be.
on another note. i have convinced myself that the medicine i was given by the doctor came with some wide side effects upon consumption which probably included memory loss that's why i forgot so many things that i have revised/memorised ever since i started taking them. which was what caused me to panic. and they probably also induced my 5 nightmares in a row too.
anyhow. it's a few hours before promos. so good luck to everybody. brace yourselves and hang in there it's gonna be over soon!
posted by kelly at
10:03 PM
3 Comments:
Heyy!
cheer up!
I survived my EoYs!
As i was slogging through them a month ago, I looked thru the notes you lent me, I thought...whoa...kelly so superwoman so zai at everything n then i will feel motivated to mug more coz you make achieving such high grades seem more possible!
even if you screw up ur promos hor...you are still my super pro/zai/bloody brilliant senior!
Good luck!
yo..few more days only..jiayouz!!
KBOX on tue to look forward to!!
luv ya..muackz =)
today was good! no not the paper xD
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