RANT.

i solemnly swear to stop thinking wishful thoughts and get on with life (:
which wouldn't be much, in this june holiday. with practically every weekday packed full-time, i effectively have only weekends left to revise for the upcoming commons. the first of which has already been blocked out by CCAL camp. and in order for this to work out, i have to give up quality time with friends, chilling out or just slacking around.
so much for a supposed break.

okay i realised that ranting isn't helping.

scorpio (oct 24 - nov 21)

the day's horoscope reads:
"Better attitudes lead to better choices. Better choices lead to better results, especially when it comes to love and money. Could it be that you are already wealthy and beloved in all the ways that truly count?"

so little time, so much to do

i want to honour you
but i am selfish too -
am not ready to give up
on what i wanna do.

your expectations, my desires,
so, so much to handle
but i'll take them all
from here. and won't let myself fall.

cos suddenly, i miss it so.

everyone psyched up despite the 12-hr thereabout flight

and indeed we were (:

who cared about the marsh
it was the fun of getting dirty together

that's 303'2005 in the quadrat

where we sat daily
in the unearthly hours of dawn
counting sheep in the greens across

we took the smallest bunk in dale fort
but also proved to be the most efficient (:

BATH- the city so quaint. i really thought we could have stayed longer.
(i mean, one hour??)

the spectacular eye

the sunset across london bridge; at the end of it all
and i recall running back to the hotel, worrying about the curfew
(but we screwed it anyway.)

Raffles UK Jun'2004 <3

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often i look to the past
hoping, wishing, life then would last
cos before this the days were happier
the sky was blue and the birds chirped merry.

nostalgic gales follow with downpours
blowing the petals, making them fall.
yet i think to myself,
what a wonderful world.

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P/S: And then i thought of you too, friend
That wherever you are now,
I hope life has been good.
Maybe down the road, one day
We will meet again. Till then, take care.

it will never end

every day or two
the world turns oh-so-blue
i cry these tender tears
wishing you were near